Repugnant Gateway

Chapter 1319 – I’d also like to know who I am

They found a relatively hidden place and temporarily stopped to rest. It wasn’t that there wouldn’t be a chance to leave, but no one would be willing to leave just like that. Anyone would feel that it waity to give up now that they were nearing the truth. Even though everyone knew that the sealed area was extremely dangerous, no one would rashly retreat. After all, to An Zheng and the others, taking the risk was nothing much.

Chen Shaobai pulled the white-bearded old man to one side and asked seriously: “How the f * ck did you keep up with us, and why the hell did you keep up with us?”

The white-bearded old man replied seriously, “It’s all because of love …” Father love, that kind of love. ”

Chen Shaobai: “You mean that I have to call you daddy from now on?”

The white-bearded old man said, “There’s no need to be so serious. I will be your father for the rest of my life.”

Du Shoushou laughed from the side, “A master in one day … Then I can only be your master after the day comes. ”

Monkey shook his head, “No, no, no. This sentence should mean, ‘one day aeacher’ … If you are my teacher once a day, I will be your father for life. ”

Chen Shaobai: “Can the two of you scram a little further away … Fuck, I asked something very serious, why did the two of you change your expressions the moment you interrupted me? ”

Du Shoushou quickly waved his hands: “Don’t interrupt if you don’t want to.”

Monkey: “The mouth is too small, the mouth is too small.”

Chen Shaobai said, “It’s fine if you’re joking, but don’t bragging.”

Monkey: “…”

The white-bearded old man giggled, then let out a long sigh of relief, “You’ve already asked me who I am more than once, and why I want to follow you. I remember you asking me before, why did I have to take you in and torture you … “Pfft, I’m teaching you wholeheartedly.”

Chen Shaobai: “Can you not make me angry?”

The white-bearded old man nodded: “Fine, fine, fine. I will seriously …” You may not believe what I say, but it’s true. You ask me who I am, I don’t know. I knew I’d been around for a long time, I guess. I don’t know who I am, or what my name is, or what I’m going to do, or why I’m somewhere. I know that you guys had even discussed going to the East China Sea Yaochi to ask who I am, but she didn’t know either. Since you all didn’t even think about it, if I didn’t know, how could she know? ”

Chen Shaobai: “Enough of your bullshit, you and East China Sea Yaochi’s Immortal Queen definitely have some sort of extraordinary relationship.”

The white-bearded old man’s face blushed slightly. “Yes, yes, but that was only a beautiful mistake. To me, that was something that made me feel happy and sweet for the rest of my life. But to Immortal Queen, that might not be too comfortable. But it doesn’t matter. It’s been so long, and she probably won’t hate me. Besides, I didn’t do anything wrong. ”

Monkey, Du Shoushou and An Zheng came over together: “Go ahead.”

The white-bearded old man jumped back. “What are you guys doing? Your eyes are all shining.”

Du Shoushou laughed: “We are interested in some beautiful mistake.”

The white-bearded old man shook his head. “I can’t say much, really. Although she didn’t like me, she was still a friend. I had to take responsibility for my friend. You can say that I am filthy, that I am afraid of death, that I will say anything. However, no matter how strong Immortal Queen is, she is still a woman. You can’t use malice to guess at her, and even more so don’t tell me. ”

An Zheng nodded. “Before we left, who are you?”

The white-bearded old man shook his head: “I really don’t know …” I happened to meet the Immortal Queen on my way to find who I was. I accompanied her for a while and comforted her. She felt that she was pitiful, and when I said that I didn’t even know who I was, how could I not be pitiful to her? ”

The white-bearded old man sighed: “In this world, everyone iitiful person … To be honest, I don’t know why I’m following you. Just like when I found Chen Shaobai, it was also faintly as if there was a voice that had been telling me all along, ‘Help this person, this person has a very special relationship with me in the past’. ”

“I don’t know who you are, but that mysterious feeling is becoming clearer and clearer, so I chose to believe it. So I found you, took you in, put in all my effort … Cough cough, I’ll support you to the best of my abilities. That’s because I just received a vague revelation. That voice told me that there must have been a special relationship between you and I. ”

Chen Shaobai was so frightened that he retreated a step. “When you mentioned the Immortal Queen just now, you didn’t even use the word ‘special’. When you mentioned me, you used ‘special’ relationships twice.”

Du Shoushou nodded: “I understand, I understand.”

Chen Shaobai: “I understand your sister ….”

The white-bearded old man smiled shamelessly. “Actually, you would also find it very strange if you were here. You don’t know who you are, what your name is, and where you came from.” Even his understanding of himself was blank, as if he had no memory of it at all … I really want it to be a fragment that suddenly appears. Sometimes, I even suspect that I am the avatar of some bastard. ”

“That bastard’s avatar is also a bastard.”

“Then you’re the fucking bastard’s disciple, little bastard.”

“…”

The white-bearded old man continued, “This feeling isn’t good. Maybe no one is willing to believe that they are not a complete person and that they are norue body, but an avatar. However, this thought has been tormenting me all these years, so I have been constantly searching for an answer. “However, up until now, the only revelation I’ve gotten is that all of you …”

He raised his hand and pointed at Chen Shaobai, pointed at An Zheng, pointed at Du Shoushou, pointed at the monkey, and the monk.

“Initially, the revelation was indistinct. Sometimes, it would appear suddenly, as if someone was calling for me in the distance. I can vaguely hear it but I can’t tell where it is, and you guys have changed since … Ever since Fallen Immortal Island appeared, the revelation became even clearer. When I found Chen Shaobai, it was definitely not by chance, but rather, it was something that I had been subconsciously searching the entire time. ”

“Actually, even now, I still don’t know what that revelation is trying to tell me, nor do I know what relationship you two have with me. It’s just that I know very, very well … If I want to find myself, I must follow you. So that’s why I’m where you are. ”

He gestured: “You guys might not believe it, but sometimes I don’t even believe it myself... All of you are like my revelation, indistinct and indistinct. I can always sense your presence and then find you. ”

Chen Shaobai looked at An Zheng, and madhroat erasing gesture: “Kill him.”

An Zheng nodded his head: “We might as well kill after committing adultery.”

Du Shoushou said, “Damn it, I’m withdrawing.”

Chen Shaobai thought for a while, “Monkey, come.”

Monkey looked at Divisions Monk. “If a Monk does not enter hell, who will?”

Monk of the Divisions: “Amitabha... “F * ck off.”

The white-bearded old man laughed, “I can be sure of one thing. I really have no ill intentions towards you. I just want to find myself through you guys. If one day I really find out that I’m a doppelganger … Then I will run, I will leave this world. I just want to be an independent me, no memory, or existence is more valuable. So sometimes I’m scared, wanting to find the truth and afraid to find it. What if I can’t accept it? Of course, that’s only if … What I said was terrifying is, if this sovereign retracts me, what will I do? ”

He leaned against the wall, lit his pipe and took a deep breath. “I’ve been lonely for a long, long time, living by myself, eating and reading while walking and stopping …”

Chen Shaobai: “This sentence is a bit poetic.”

Du Shoushou: “I’ll write it down and tell Ying Yu when I turn around. I told him that before I met her, I was always lonely. “Look at how I changed it.”

Chen Shaobai looked at An Zheng: “Do you still love a Du Shoushou like this?”

An Zheng: “He doesn’t even have me in his heart, he’s all alone …”

He placed his foot on Du Shoushou’s butt, “One person, I call you one person, I call you one person …”

Chen Shaobai tugged at the white-bearded old man: “Don’t mind it. You just said that when you come into contact with us, you will feel as if you are becoming clearer, and you feel as if you are a clone of someone. In conclusion, I analyzed that you should be our sworn enemy. So, after thinking about it, I still have to kill you. ”

The white-bearded old man: “Have you forgotten? I can’t get rid of it.”

Chen Shaobai covered his face: “Teach me that.”

The white-bearded old man: “I can’t teach you this... That’s why I came here with you. I think after you guys found me, I’ll find me too. ”

He looked at Xiao Jin Long who was eating a chicken leg at the side. “Logically speaking, you should know quite a lot.”

Xiao Jin Long: “What the hell do I know …. During the time I was best friends, it was completely different from the time you were with me. ”

An Zheng rubbed his forehead, feeling a little confused.

“In the end, we still have to go to the sealed land. Now, not only are we looking for something, even the white-bearded old man is looking for himself.” Maybe in the past, we fought together. After all, when we fought against sucerrifying opponent, before the three of us fought together, some of us would have to step forward to fight. At any rate, if we fought a dozen of them, we would have already died.

The white-bearded old man said, “Yes, yes, yes. You’re right to say anything if you’re shameless.”

Chen Shaobai shrugged his shoulders: “An Zheng, the problem now is that Gu Dangran already knows what we want to do, he will definitely gather all of his energy, and wait for us at the sealed land. If we go, that’s the same as walking intrap, but don’t want to give up … … This time, the enemy is strong and standing in the right place, we are at a disadvantage. ”

An Zheng curled his lips: “Which time isn’t it?”

He stood up and stretched his body, “It’s nothing, just like before, we just have to get rid of him casually … This sentence was just bragging, but the next sentence was more serious. That white-bearded old man … What can you do? ”

The white-bearded old man pondered for a moment before looking at Xiao Jin Long. “I don’t, he does!”